The
day before, her father had called her into his study.
‘Elisabetta,
figlia mia’ he always called her ‘my
daughter’ to affirm his deep love for her and also, she felt, his proprietal
instinct over her.
‘Si, papa?’ she asked dutifully, playing
the part she was so used to of the
pliable, attentive daughter.
‘Sedeti’ he indicated the chair, ‘Sit
down my dear, and listen to what I have to say.’
Elisabetta
sat where shown, struggling not to show emotion or excitement, was this what
her maid had been saying? Was her father about to tell her she was to be
married? She kept her head bowed as she waited respectfully for him to speak.
‘Cara mia, guarda mi
negli occhi.’
He tilted
her chin upwards so she gazed into his deep brown eyes, so dark that his pupils
were invisibile.
‘Ah, my treasure, my beautiful daughter!’ she blushed at his
praise, she would never be accustomed to it.
‘How are your studies going with Dottore Trovato?’ he asked, leaning back in his chair with an inquisitive smile on his
lips.
‘Well my lord,’ Elisabetta stuttered in fright, for sure the smelly old man had
complained to her father that she made him fall asleep so she could chat to her
maid! Stronzo!
‘Don’t
worry my darling child, I know il dottore
has not been well lately, and that as a consequence your lessons have been
somewhat, shall we say, uninspiring?’ he arched his eyebrow in a conspiratorial
fashion as he continued, ‘I have given the good doctor his pension and told him
to go to rest in the villa he keeps in the hills, and as for you, my love, I
have found you a new professore.’
Elisabetta
was delighted, but managed to maintain her composture, ‘veramente mio signore?’ she enquired ‘Is it true?’
‘Yes my
dear girl, he is young, but ambitious, and he is a leading light in the new
philosophy of the day. It is important that you become well versed in modern
philosphies and understand and appreciate modern art, when you are a signora’ and head of your own house it
is natural that you will be required to entertain politicians and learned men
of every genre. It is for this future I am preparing you!’
‘Grazie mio signore!’ Elisabetta was so
grateful to never to have the confirmation that she would never have to bear another hour of Dr. Trovato’s stinking
company, she felt like weeping with relief!
Her father spoke again;‘Elisabetta, non devi
deludermi, mi raccomando!’ he was warning her to work hard, not
to be a disappointment in her studies, to make him proud. Of course she could
do that, it would be her pleasure! The new tutor was to begin tomorrow, and
Elisabetta skipped away lightheartedly.
'Elisabetta,
your mother wants you.' the maid searched her charge anxiously for flaws,
pinching her cheeks a little to give them some colour, straightening a ribbon
here, a ruff there.
'Don't fuss Josi!!' Elisabetta pushed her away, 'Mama knows me well enough by now!'
'Si
signorina, lo so.' of course I know that, but my job depends on your
appearance and comportment and I can't afford to lose it, so for now you'll let
me have my own way!' and she pinched her cheek again a little too hard just to
have the satisfaction of hearing her charge squeak indignantly.
Elisabetta
made her way to her mother's rooms with a sense of foreboding. Her mother was
elegant and stylish, and she always felt clumsy and graceless in her
presence. Their relationship was almost perfunctory, as a
newborn, little Lily had been suckled by a wetnurse who had looked after her
until she was three, and then she had always had Josi to depend on, friend,
confidant and surrogate mother.
She
hesitated momentarily at the great wooden door, and taking a deep breath,
knocked calling out simultaneously 'Permesso?'
'Entra.'
her mother's calm voice could be heard clearly through the panels.
Elisabetta
picked up her skirts, and, head bowed, entered into her mother's rooms.
She was
sitting on a sgabello, a new type of chair recently comissioned for the
family, it was wooden and ornately carved with the heraldic crest of the
Pazzi family, two dolphins leaping upwards back to back with two crosses between them
and three below. It was thought the chair would improve posture, and Signora
Pazzi was a stickler for comportment, elegance and ladylike graces.
Elisabetta
curtsied deeply, colouring with emotion as her mother's eyes swept over her
critically. 'Madam?' she said as politely as possible, using the formal voi
as expected.
'Come here
my child'. She indicated with an imperious finger where she expected her
daughter to stand, and Elisabetta dutifully moved.
'How are
your studies?' she asked
'Well I
presume, madame. My father has not found cause to complain.'
'Hm! That
hardly surprises me! From what I understood, Doctor Trovato spent more time asleep
that awake. No, I ask you, my daughter, to examine your conscience and tell me
how your studies are coming along.'and she sat
back in the wooden chair expectantly.
Elisabetta
blushed again with confusion. She quickly examined her conscience.
'My practice
in needlework and embroidery does not progress as my mother would wish I fear.'
'And why is
that?'
'Because I
do not dedicate myself to it as I should.'
'Exactly.'
her mother concurred. 'Your father has informed me that your tutor is changing,
and now that you have reached thirteen, it is right that we begin to make you
pleasing for your future husband.'
Elisabetta
gasped, 'Madame! Am I to be wed?' she felt her world slipping out from under
her, andfelt herself sway in shock.
'Elisabetta!'
her mother snapped 'Pull yourself together, we will have no hysterics here. This
is your destiny and it always has been. We have betrothed you to Giovanni de
Medici, the banker. You are to bring your title and he is to bring his money! A
match made in heaven!' and she laughed.
'But, he is
an old man!' Elisabetta couldn't contain herself.
'Enough!
Ensure you confess your disobedience at church tommorrow! You will marry him
and you will be happy that you bring your father and I happiness. You will not
bring shame on the family name. Our family, famous throughout Florence for
bringing the sacred flame to every home at Easter! You will work hard at your
needlework and your comportment. Is that understood?'
She glared
at her daughter, her long thin nose reddening slightly at the tip, waiting for
her reply.
Mutinously, Elisabetta did not answer.
'Hai
capito!? Si o no?' her mother
demanded lowering her voice dangerously.
Elisabetta
couldn't hold out any longer, she cursied, eyes on the floor, 'As madam
pleases.' she murmured.
The interview
over, she fled to her rooms and threw herself sobbing onto her bed! She was to
be married to an ancient, wrinkled disgusting old man!
It just
wasn't fair!